AlnetaTheDreamer

I'm an introvert. I need to be alone in order to 'charge'. I have been asked many times "but what do you DO when you're alone?" and "but do you ever feel lonely?" Lonely? How could I feel lonely on my own? When I have time and space to do what I want, when I want, dress just how I want to, eat when I feel hungry, do things at my own pace? How could I feel lonely in my own dream worlds I visit when I'm alone? How could I feel lonely when I'm able to hear the world around me? No, I don't feel lonely when I'm alone. But let me tell you where I do feel lonely. I feel lonely when I'm in a big group of people and everyone else is talking to s

Where has my desire for being with people gone? I just feel like being with people or actually having any kind of connection to people is something I am not able to do right now What All the people who have tried to contact me on this week and have gotten nothing but short and badly explained answers: I am really really really sorry I still want to be your friend

I love rain. I love the clear blue sky. I love sunrises and sunsets. I love starry nights. I love snow. I love thunder. But I don't like it when the sky is just cloudy. No raining, no snowing, just... clouds. No little patches of sky to be seen, no rain or snow falling from the sky, just the grey blanket of clouds. It's so impersonal and boring. And it leaves the night sky to be illuminated by the orange light of streetlamps.   I want to see clear sky again. The clouds haven't let the sky to be clear for days and I'm starting to feel trapped. I need the blue sky, the sunsets, the stars. I need to let my thoughts to fly far, but they ca